Fallen Unbeknown~

^^

Writing this entry,I'm currently at Pekan Pahang,my hometown~

The quiet reminds me to my final decision,the biggest final decision I've ever made.. Whether I'm at the right side or the otherwise,I don't know.. I didn't make up my mind yet,still in the middle but I'm quite sure deep blurry inside,I did know which path I will choose.. There's a group to help,and me myself to build up stronger.. I am a leader now.. A leader of my own group,separated from others,exist virtually but still exist.. I have to lead my group,my way with my own strategies until then,they could manage themselves,there's no me any longer so I can breathe peacefully..

I need someone expert to guide me all the way.. Yes,my knowledge at networking is you can say,wide.. But,in things to be independent without any guider and zero knowledge about being independent,my confidence level is still at 8 out of 10.. High enough to lead myself,low enough to lead others~

I'm talking about moving to another world which completely different than the world I left behind just 2 days ago.. I lost count on how many times I think about this.. I miss mom.. She's in front of me but I'm not here in front of her.. My mind is outside there imagining what will I do in the world I'm involving next.. So,my body is here but my mind is in somewhere unknown,rushing to make it quick so I can get out of these mess and start a brand new life..



I asked mom,can I play stocks? She said it would be a very great risk and dad surely won't grant that wish.. So I asked her,what is she working for? She said she works to get money for us.. Before she got annoyed,the last question for her was how can I make money work for me? And she replied," I don't know"~ Her answers were exactly as I expected they would be.. Then how could I make it? My parents choose to play it safe not play it smart.. So,I think it's on me to teach myself to play it smart.. It's on me~

I'm not confident enough to take part in any investment,not brave enough to play it without granted from my family,but to build either the confidence or the bravery completely,I have to try.. I'd choose to fight rather than trapped in the Rat Race or in something I don't know it's legal or not..

I'm 19.. I could develop my financial intelligence along my way to get out of the Rat Race before 21.. Like a said of an expert in investment,"3ribu pun kecikkecik lamalama banyak jugak dik".. She is so kind.. I'll meet her at Seminar Jutawan Saham in KL next week with other hundreds of Malaysians who are too,in part of 1% of millionaire minds..

p/s : I'd choose the road not taken~

Fallen Unbeknown~

^^

Writing this entry,I'm currently at Pekan Pahang,my hometown~

The quiet reminds me to my final decision,the biggest final decision I've ever made.. Whether I'm at the right side or the otherwise,I don't know.. I didn't make up my mind yet,still in the middle but I'm quite sure deep blurry inside,I did know which path I will choose.. There's a group to help,and me myself to build up stronger.. I am a leader now.. A leader of my own group,separated from others,exist virtually but still exist.. I have to lead my group,my way with my own strategies until then,they could manage themselves,there's no me any longer so I can breathe peacefully..

I need someone expert to guide me all the way.. Yes,my knowledge at networking is you can say,wide.. But,in things to be independent without any guider and zero knowledge about being independent,my confidence level is still at 8 out of 10.. High enough to lead myself,low enough to lead others~

I'm talking about moving to another world which completely different than the world I left behind just 2 days ago.. I lost count on how many times I think about this.. I miss mom.. She's in front of me but I'm not here in front of her.. My mind is outside there imagining what will I do in the world I'm involving next.. So,my body is here but my mind is in somewhere unknown,rushing to make it quick so I can get out of these mess and start a brand new life..



I asked mom,can I play stocks? She said it would be a very great risk and dad surely won't grant that wish.. So I asked her,what is she working for? She said she works to get money for us.. Before she got annoyed,the last question for her was how can I make money work for me? And she replied," I don't know"~ Her answers were exactly as I expected they would be.. Then how could I make it? My parents choose to play it safe not play it smart.. So,I think it's on me to teach myself to play it smart.. It's on me~

I'm not confident enough to take part in any investment,not brave enough to play it without granted from my family,but to build either the confidence or the bravery completely,I have to try.. I'd choose to fight rather than trapped in the Rat Race or in something I don't know it's legal or not..

I'm 19.. I could develop my financial intelligence along my way to get out of the Rat Race before 21.. Like a said of an expert in investment,"3ribu pun kecikkecik lamalama banyak jugak dik".. She is so kind.. I'll meet her at Seminar Jutawan Saham in KL next week with other hundreds of Malaysians who are too,in part of 1% of millionaire minds..

p/s : I'd choose the road not taken~